Dear Auntie Sparknotes,
Recently I began my freshman 12 months of college and decrease into this awesome band of pals, including this person “J” which We right away discovered myself personally attracted to. As it happens though that he’s have a girl in their hometown, therefore I’ve finished my personal far better put my personal emotions throughout the backburner, but We hold acquiring myself personally into situations with him that are generating issues difficult.
We wound up during intercourse together others night—it is a totally platonic scenario, apart from I woke up in the morning to locate that in a whole love book trope we’d ended up changing in evening and comprise spooning. Lliterally EVERYBODY exactly who sees united states with each other requires if we’re dating. There’s a fairly pronounced distinction between the way he treats me and our very own additional two girlfriends, like he’s worried about acquiring as well near? (I’ve already been known to over-analyze though therefore simply take that latest any with a grain of salt.)
The worst thing is my thinking posses become deeper. One night we totally missing they and had a panic attack, and J was actually a total rock and extremely took care of m— the guy gave me his shirt when I got cooler, discussed me personally through the fight, and I essentially spent hrs in his weapon while he ended up being reassuring myself.
We don’t want to make points odd between us or even the remainder of our very own people but I’m actually into your and I also discover your all the time and so I can’t really just push it aside. Continue reading “Auntie Spark Notes: My Personal University Crush Has A Sweetheart”